People are people.
Live and let live
I honestly didn't want to hurt or make anyone angry
I felt sad and trapped and lonely and angry too
so I found this forum, a forum of
expats to talk to and just connect cause I havent connected here. I wasnt on the streets insulting Balinese and I never ever would.
Then it all just blew up and I fought back,,, , because i always will... its just me so I have to fight for myself .. no one stands up for me (jokko did and it made me cry... thanks jokko xx) and jonny
Im sorry Kura Kura if I offended you
It was just my world I was writing down
Ive never been so unhappy ,,, ever... ever .. anywhere in my life
its my truth and its not about your parents kura Kura... its about my life through my eyes here on this island
Im glad you finally told me something about yourself though... it made you real, instead of just the occasional pop up comment dripping with sarcasm. None of us are awful... we just don't meet each other and only have these words to judge.... its not the real world... no matter what anyone says about social media... nothing beats a face to face smile, hello and chat
and today I finally sold my house and now I'm going ... in 4 bloody weeks,and I so overwhelmed
talk about fucked up... what a mess
I need to go, I know that
and I regret this anger
my story was my truth, that's all, not your parents, not your wives... me experience of Bali that I cant lie about
its how its been... just for me
and its made me sad, and angry and disillusioned
I'm leaving end May and I haven't got the joy yet of moving or of new things the way I usually do
something has been lost for me here.. and maybe its something I did
I dont know any more
and Jimbo... I love the way you speak of your wife xxxx
Neva
(Blondie.. but a red head.. my late wonderful father used to call me Blondie when my hair was a pale golden pinky red as a teenager)