Well how can I put this? I step in poop. LOL not so funny I did it to myself. You see I meet this girl through a dating site lonely hearts kind of thing. I found her and decided back in February that lombok would be my destination because I’m traveling alone. Now come the hard part. We have fell in love and now one here seems to understand that. They say many stereotypes about foreigners only wanting to immigrate etc. You know all the bad assumptions. Well she has proved many things to me and we decide we want to get married. But I’m having second thoughts. This was supposed to be my vacation only, not some combo. I said one day get married no on my holiday. She has proved everything I ask for, Aids test, etc. If I tell her to jump she says how high. I tried once to explain to her that divorcing and jumping into another relationship especial marriage is not healthy.
Its my fault for pushing the dream to far. We both have children same age. WE have this nice dream for her to come here. She wants me to marry when I get there, have the ceremony and convert to Hinduism. I don’t know what to do I’m so naïve I don’t want to hurt her or be hurt. I just want to enjoy my vacation but I keep changing my mind. I’m one of those. I should have not crossed that line and popped the question especial online.
I mean I got scared. She sent my pictures naked ones and we had a fight, then I said I was going to buy a ring and purpose to her. I mean I think she can handle the rejection because I have taken her through an emotional roller coaster I feel bad because I’m not sure if I want to marry her. I only know her from yahoo chat, phone calls, pictures through mail letter etc. I’m not a bad guy buy she promised she would not pressure me.
I wish I never started anything I m, sacred what she might do to me I’m Canadian. Can she cause some kind of trouble for me there?
Its my fault for pushing the dream to far. We both have children same age. WE have this nice dream for her to come here. She wants me to marry when I get there, have the ceremony and convert to Hinduism. I don’t know what to do I’m so naïve I don’t want to hurt her or be hurt. I just want to enjoy my vacation but I keep changing my mind. I’m one of those. I should have not crossed that line and popped the question especial online.
I mean I got scared. She sent my pictures naked ones and we had a fight, then I said I was going to buy a ring and purpose to her. I mean I think she can handle the rejection because I have taken her through an emotional roller coaster I feel bad because I’m not sure if I want to marry her. I only know her from yahoo chat, phone calls, pictures through mail letter etc. I’m not a bad guy buy she promised she would not pressure me.
I wish I never started anything I m, sacred what she might do to me I’m Canadian. Can she cause some kind of trouble for me there?