Hi Uma,
Your funk strikes a responsive chord with us. Our plan is to move there at the end of July, and that same little voice in your head is also whispering in ours. Will the war have inflamed Indonesians to the point that we will no longer be safe in Bali? Will the Indonesian government simply refuse to admit US citizens anymore? Will SARS have spread to Bali, or to every country through which one has to connect on the airlines to get to Bali? On and on and on....... if we let it.
It's easy to say that safety in the USA is only an illusion (e.g. 9/11), and that nowhere is really safe in the way we've become used to most of our lives. But I have to admit, it's a persuasive illusion. We are under a lot of other stress right now, what with selling our house and the zillion chores that go along with transitioning our residence, our lifestyle, our family affairs, not to mention my professional activities. This stress leaves us more vulnerable when dealing with threats over which we have virtually no control (e.g. war, SARS, exchange rates, etc.).
So what can we do? Our humble answer is to control the things we can, and surrender the rest to those powers we hold higher. Spend time doing the things which point us to our center, be they music, art, love, meditation, hanging with the kids, whatever. Continue to dream our dreams...make our silly plans....who knows, they might just come true.
Best of luck to all of us,
Dennis and Susan